hope for haiti

i hate that i cant go to haiti, and help. i mean i know i can donate money, but i want to do somethin amazing, i want to go and just give joy to the people in haiti. i watched the hope for haiti now special, and cried the whole time, i dont understand why this is effecting me so much, but its making me feel like im useless i want to make a difference. no one diserves what these people are going threw. children with no parents, people with broken bones dying, thousands of people homeless, this is unbelievable. idk what "god" is trying to prove with this, but im loosing hope.