2010

so this year isnt going how i wanted, boys are tripping ,,got kicked out of school.. no more prom with my bestfriends, like what the fuck. i just wanna move to toronto and start everything over.

peaceandlove

j-savOUT

what is it

Im usually a really confident person; i dont understand though, why i cant find someone who loves me for me, all these boys never want anything serious, what is wrong with me, i think im beautiful and outgoing, i dont understand what im doing wrong..
i fell in love with this guy, he was the most amazing person ever then all the sudden it went down in flames, and my heart got broken, then he met this next girl... i dont get how she is any better then me, after a year of loving me he left me for her, like it was nothing. to me it was somthing.

i think i need to change, make me more "likeable"

hope for haiti

i hate that i cant go to haiti, and help. i mean i know i can donate money, but i want to do somethin amazing, i want to go and just give joy to the people in haiti. i watched the hope for haiti now special, and cried the whole time, i dont understand why this is effecting me so much, but its making me feel like im useless i want to make a difference. no one diserves what these people are going threw. children with no parents, people with broken bones dying, thousands of people homeless, this is unbelievable. idk what "god" is trying to prove with this, but im loosing hope.

new haiuur

Dieddd my hair black todayy :D. went a little camera crazy

you call yourself a father?

i guess your happy now, im out of your life you have your new daughter, your ideal life eh, thats perfect sorry i wasnt what you wanted, and i hope you're happy about the decisions you have made. im out now, and you can do what you want. i never wanted this to happen. i just wanted to be my own person, but you arnt okay with that, im gonna be 18 sooon, im gone after that. im begining to hate you. you have already kicked me out once b4, this is the last time, none of that 3 strikes your out shit. go fuck yourself, and live your happy life. i dont care anymore. your going to regret not seeing me graduate, or move on in my life, its all gonna be your life regrets. for an old man you are not all the mature.

jessica savard

hope for haiti now.

HOPE FOR HAITI

FRIDAY AT 7pm.

toon in and pay your respects for the lost souls in haiti, my deeepest regards to everyone out there, and to my bestfriends mom, she is gonna be okay, stay strong baby. saddest think ive ever seen.

restinpeace to everyone. and stay strong to everyone else. much respect to all the celebritys helping out, you're amazing.

nothing but peace and love. stay strong.

jessica savard.

i know i can.

Im sorry, but im prettty sure we are two different people from two different places, you cant go and say im spoiled or rich, when i have beeen working since i was 12 years old, and the only reason i quit my fuckin gjob is cuz my back is broken, and i dout you know how much pain someone can be in with a broken back. dont think im fucking scared of you make me cry? never gonna happen, my own father dont make me cry how the fuck are you going to..

who gives a shit what i do with my stuff, yah im gonna bring my laptop to school, im from a well of neighbour hood, where teachers ask you to bring it to school, that doesnt mean im showing off, fuck sometimes if you dont bring one to school they give it to you, and who are you to judge me and call me spoiled? you have no idea how hard i have it, so before you judge you should ask, sorrry that my money value is a little higher then yours, but that doesnt make me rich, i understand the concept of money, i buy all my own shit thank you. oh and for someone to steeal my shit, my laptop fits in my purse so they would have to steal my purse, and if you knew me better, you would know that would never happen.


ps. Talk your shit, i dont give a shit.

PEACE AND MOTHER FUCKIN LOVE.

jsavOUT;)

hate

you know when you keep all your feelings about someone in, then they just blow up in your face; well today that happend to me, i was trying so hard to not show how much i disliked someone, and i exploded, my mom just sat there and listened to me screamm and yell and swear about hating someone, im never truley said ive hated someone, until today..

im tired of people trying to be better then me, and do better then me.
i dont care if your sicker then me.
if you have more exams then me
if you have harder homework, like are you stupid
why would i even want that. you suck.

dont try to out shine me, because im sorry im better then you. you will never top what ive done in my life and what ive over come, no matter what you look like or how amazing you think you are, you are not as strong as me.

i honestly hate this girl. so much.

nopeaceorlove4her.

jsavOUT;)

siblings

Its seemms that no matter how nice you are to them, or what you will do for them younger simblings find a way to make you mad. i was trying to get my brother ready for school this morning, and he was just being rude. i dont get why they feel they need to be top shit all the time. haha. then there is your older siblings who think they can boss you around cuz you are not the same age... being a middle child is wack

peace&love

jsavOUT;)

love or lust.

"girl your hot"
"babe, let me holla"
"damn boo"
"shit shawty"

can a man not just say, your beautiful.. really? would it kill someone just to be honest with a girl and not just want in her pants... Guys think we are stupid... like we dont see the signs that we are obviously not what they want. "well if the situation was different, we could be together" im sorry but if you really wanted to be with someone, you would be with them, doesnt matter what the opstical is; if you wanted to be with someone, you would solve it.

and why is that all these little girls can just fall in love with a new boy every week?... i mean how can you go from one guy to the next, and just say your in love... your 12 years old, you cant be in love with someone you just met im sorry.. how could you wanna spend the rest of your life with someone, if you havnt even spent a day?..... boys just say they love you to get in your pants, reality is thats all men want.

ive lived from experience; "so you mean, we cant fuck" no im sorry unless you wanna be with me, im not opening my legs just to make you "like me"... pfft i havnt met one real man yet, all these boys, think they top shit.

i obviously needed to vent. haha.

peace&love

jsavOUT;)

lets do this.

I dont know why im doing this, and i dont know if you care; but i just wanna see where this writing thing takes me, im not one to spill how i feel, but this could be a start.

little bout me?
Im jessica, 17. im a highschool student, and i love my bestfriends, my mom is my hero.. you will hear about her lots; i dont actually know why you would wanna read this or if anyone actually is.

but anyways, theres a start. idont know how often i'll do this, or if im ever gonna do it, but imma try, ;)

peace&love.

j-sav OUT;)