oh boy

hes funny
hes cute
hes smart
he thinks im beautiful,
hes willing to wait

(L) im happy.

this is who i want to be

If i could get rid of the past 2 years, i would.
im tired of how things are going...

i used to be the one people came to to cheer up and laugh with, i used to always be happy really good marks in school.. and now im getting kicked out of school, and have to go to one i dont want to.. i rarely catch myself smiling anymore. i want to be like b4. i want to be who i used to be. i need a change.

i dont understand why parents always think we are wrong, since the teacher says somthing they MUST be right, that shit is bull shit.

i dont know where the peace is, and i aint got no more love

jsavOUT :(

2010

so this year isnt going how i wanted, boys are tripping ,,got kicked out of school.. no more prom with my bestfriends, like what the fuck. i just wanna move to toronto and start everything over.

peaceandlove

j-savOUT

what is it

Im usually a really confident person; i dont understand though, why i cant find someone who loves me for me, all these boys never want anything serious, what is wrong with me, i think im beautiful and outgoing, i dont understand what im doing wrong..
i fell in love with this guy, he was the most amazing person ever then all the sudden it went down in flames, and my heart got broken, then he met this next girl... i dont get how she is any better then me, after a year of loving me he left me for her, like it was nothing. to me it was somthing.

i think i need to change, make me more "likeable"

hope for haiti

i hate that i cant go to haiti, and help. i mean i know i can donate money, but i want to do somethin amazing, i want to go and just give joy to the people in haiti. i watched the hope for haiti now special, and cried the whole time, i dont understand why this is effecting me so much, but its making me feel like im useless i want to make a difference. no one diserves what these people are going threw. children with no parents, people with broken bones dying, thousands of people homeless, this is unbelievable. idk what "god" is trying to prove with this, but im loosing hope.

new haiuur

Dieddd my hair black todayy :D. went a little camera crazy

you call yourself a father?

i guess your happy now, im out of your life you have your new daughter, your ideal life eh, thats perfect sorry i wasnt what you wanted, and i hope you're happy about the decisions you have made. im out now, and you can do what you want. i never wanted this to happen. i just wanted to be my own person, but you arnt okay with that, im gonna be 18 sooon, im gone after that. im begining to hate you. you have already kicked me out once b4, this is the last time, none of that 3 strikes your out shit. go fuck yourself, and live your happy life. i dont care anymore. your going to regret not seeing me graduate, or move on in my life, its all gonna be your life regrets. for an old man you are not all the mature.

jessica savard